went for church today.
yup. urgh it was so embarrassing.
i was taking bus to church with xuan and then when i got onto the 93, i tapped my card on that thingy.
and i didn't know that it didn't BEEP cos i was listening to the mp4.
so i just went to sit.
then the stupid grumpy bus driver was staring at me and gesturing me to come and tap again...URGH.
so embarrassing...>.< and you know there was this boy who boarded and he didn't even pay any fare or tap the ezlink card!! ugh.
and then another thing.
i was like almost falling asleep then i noticed xuan was sort of looking for a bell to press, so i thought we were getting off. so i just pressed the bell and turns out that it wasn't the right bus stop.
but it looks exactly the same as the next one. cos they both have overheadbridge in front of it and they're both in front of this construction site.
so the door opened and i was like super embarrassed. i just stared at the floor.
anyway, then we went to the seminar room for juniors.
haha the aircon and projector wasn't working.
so we had to use song books and a standing fan.
ahaha so we named today 'retro sunday'.
where everything is old!!!
okay...then delia told us to go downstairs for 5min and find as many red postcards with letters behind them before coming up...haha i didn't really bother.
cos louis and paul found almost all alr.
okay after juniors was just hanging around.
then worship. then sunday school...

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHUT ON EARTH I'M SUPPOSED TO DO WITH SOMEONE WHOM I UTTERLY HATE.
I mean i feel like screaming everytime THAT PERSON goes and steals away my frens.
my friends don't even like her and she kind of 'forces' them to hang out with her.
and i don't know why my friends are such pushovers and just blindly follows.
And i THINK she hates me. she just LURVES those 'popular' ppl and will just follow them for the sake of being classified under 'popular'.
Its like the moment she appears i'm just totally ignored.
But I kind of hate all of them during sunday school cos they simply don't take it seriously.
Then I'd rather they don't come to church AT ALL.
sunday sch tchr ask them to read smth, they just mumble mumble and read like express trains so that no one can hear them...purposely lah! i wonder how they can pass their oral.
i just feel like screaming.

my stupid younger sister is bugging me like xiao.
she keeps saying: GO AND PRACTICE PIANO! BLAHBLAHBLAH.
she doesn't care tuppence whether i practice or not. she just wants to use the comp.
and she keeps saying: yan. hurry! yan hurry!
blahblahblah
of course if she annoys me this blog will be OHSOMUCHLONGER!
cos of all the stuff i'll have to blog about her rightoes x]]
i hate her i hate her.
she was just STANDING THERE while i blogged and i hate pple watching me while i blog.
then she went to complain to my father and in the end i got scolded.
i mean like WHUTTHE. i hate her stupid childishness. when is she EVER going to grow out of it?
i can't believe she has friends. HATE HERRRRRRR.
who likes her.
T.T ohwellies i told my dad i only need 5 more min so I have to move on.
gah thats like the 10th time she's told me to 'hurry up'. i feel like bashing her face into a wall.

okay. we had holy communion.
weird way we did today. it was dif.
ohwell.

my ear is peeling.
the area around the earhole.
gah i can't wear my earing...
it hurts):
and theres this WEIRD liquidy thingy coming from there.
its not blood. its transparent....like water.
dunno why. gah i wish my ear wasn't sensitive.
last time i just bought those $2 fake earings. and then my ear had problem cos it was sensitive.
so my mum had to buy the real thing for like...$30.
$30 FOR A PAIR OF EARINGS. but i admit they did help my ears. (:
but now its getting all affected.
anyway maybe next time I'll tell ya'll about more horrible stuff yue does.
i hate yue. 4eva.
hahaha maybe not forever. x]]

yayayay! got juniors camp this year.
AND christmas partaye....looking forward to them both [[: